Tuesday, March 27, 2007

still harboring hope like a bloody moron

Thursday, March 15, 2007

getting snapped at thrice is more than just a pain in the ass

especially when you're not the only grouchy and tired person around

Saturday, March 10, 2007

my good friend of 13 years commented on me the other day.

he said i'll never settle down, cause its just the joy and freshness of the pursuit that interests me.

which isn't the first time someone has said that.

but sometimes i wonder, am i truly like that? or is it because i've never had the luxury of meeting someone vaguely like you?

Thursday, March 08, 2007

work's a bitch... tons of work piling up, quotations to be done, appointments to be made, winelists to be drawn up, marketing tactics to be invented.

and my new desktop is en route! much thanks to kee teng, someone gotta remind me to give him a treat for all this help. entertainment haven step 1!

and of course, some emotional ranting. i still remember this 1 conversation...

me: if you really think he doesn't stand a chance, just tell him straight la! drag and drag not gonna solve anything right.

xxxxx: no la, i don't wanna hurt his feelings, just ignore him for now, he'll get over it.

not exactly the best of logic isn't it.

so the male counterpart is so unworthy that he doesn't even warrant an answer for all the effort he's putting in (or trying to put in, should he actually get a chance)

somehow i don't understand how treating a person like a plague is gonna make him feel any better.

refusing to provide any form of reaction is just plain rude.

while a quick 'no' is more than enough to get him off your back, most choose the way of ignoring all phone calls, sms, msn or whatever communication method they should choose.

result? a proper friendship is screwed. big time.

just the fact that the target of your choice turns out to have an attitude like that is gonna make some people pissed. just imagine, of the 2 million girls in this freaking country, he picks you. Only to be treated like some fly and ignored. Getting rejected seems so much more a comfort, doesn't it?

we're worth more than that, aren't we?

are we?

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

ahh dont you just love to do something when its totally unexpected? especially when everyone's not expecting anything else from this blog.

credits to whoever designed this skin, out of the 10,001 blogskins i found on blogskins.com, this was one of two that actually caught my eye. so much for designing my own, i'm a disgrace to my course of study... i'm working in a totally unrelated industry and i use other people's design, sheesh

ah well. its been a pretty eventful part of the year i guess. started working full time, drawing an average salary. its been a wink of an eye and i've been with wine culture for like, 9 months?! thats enough for someone to give birth la...

prom ended too! guess now instead of fellow schoolmates i have fellow graduates! funkiest stuff is everyone spent bombs dolling up and stuff, i turned up in worn jeans, dirty sneakers and a white shirt. oh yah, not forgeting that rather oversized blazer i brought at the last minute (note: 15mins before prom) just cause i realised i looked extremely underdressed.

not that i had anyone in particular i should impress during prom, did i?

did i?